This novel is not what you expect. Instead of a ghost story, it is a metaphor for modern life.
Autumn Casterly deals drugs to her friends while she saves to go to vet college. Everyone thinks she’s a slut and no good. So when she disappears the police aren’t interested in finding her. It is her sister Ivy who actually cares and decides to find her. What Ivy doesn’t know is that Autumn’s spirit is leading her to clues so Ivy will find Autumn before she dies.
You must re-see the plot and the characters knowing that this story is not a ghost/metaphysical/supernatural story. And I tell you this upfront to help manage expectations. I was truly disappointed with how little the supernatural was used. But after understanding it was a metaphor, I began to see the metaphysical was just a tool for the writer to explain how women are unseen in this world. This is when you can truly appreciate the book for what it is. Meredith Tate masterfully integrates what it’s truly like to live life as a woman with a sketchy past. It’s a beautiful tribute to how horrible people can be and the beauty of when people rise above it.
The title still confuses me. Autumn never truly confesses anything. Maybe it is a metaphor like the rest of the story and the confession is her finding the strength to speak what actually happens to her. Maybe I still don’t get it at all. Regardless, it disappoints me as a title.
Overall, this is a YA book that screams to be read. Each person will see themself somewhere in the story. They could be the nerd, the jock, the bad girl. And they will see that their lives go past more than just the typical stereotype. We all deserve that.
Publication Date: February 12
I received an Arc from the publisher; all opinions are my own.